I tell you that the
children of yesteryear are walking in the funeral of the era which
they created for themselves. They are pulling a rotting rope that
may break soon and cause them to drop into a forgotten abyss. I say
that they are living in homes with weak foundations. As the storm
blows - and it is about to blow - their homes will fall upon their
heads and thus become their tombs. I say that all their thoughts,
their sayings, their quarrels, their compositions, their books and
all their works are nothing but chains dragging them because they
are too weak to pull the load.
But the children of tomorrow are the
ones called by life, and they follow it with steady steps and heads
high. They are the dawn of the new frontiers; no smoke will veil
their eyes and no jingle of chains will drown out their voices. They
are few in number but the difference is as between a grain of wheat
and a stack of hay. No one knows them but they know each other. They
are like the summits, which can see and hear each other - not like
caves, which cannot hear or see. They are the seed dropped by the
hand of God in the field, breaking through its pod and waving its
sapling leaves before the face of the sun. It shall grow into a
mighty tree; its roots in the heart of the Earth and its branches
high in the sky.
Kahlil Gibran
6.
HONEST NATHANIEL
139:6.1
Nathaniel, the sixth and last of the apostles to be chosen by the
Master himself, was brought to Jesus by his friend Philip. He had
been associated in several business enterprises with Philip and,
with him, was on the way down to see John the Baptist when they
encountered Jesus.
139:6.2
When Nathaniel joined the apostles, he was twenty-five years old and
was the next to the youngest of the group. He was the youngest of a
family of seven, was unmarried, and the only support of aged and
infirm parents, with whom he lived at Cana; his brothers and sister
were either married or deceased, and none lived there. Nathaniel and
Judas Iscariot were the two best educated men among the twelve.
Nathaniel had thought to become a merchant.
139:6.3
Jesus did not himself give Nathaniel a nickname, but the twelve soon
began to speak of him in terms that signified honesty, sincerity. He
was "without guile." And this was his great virtue; he was both
honest and sincere. The weakness of his character was his pride; he
was very proud of his family, his city, his reputation, and his
nation, all of which is commendable if it is not carried too far.
But Nathaniel was inclined to go to extremes with his personal
prejudices. He was disposed to prejudge individuals in accordance
with his personal opinions. He was not slow to ask the question,
even before he had met Jesus, "Can any good thing come out of
Nazareth?" But Nathaniel was not obstinate, even if he was proud. He
was quick to reverse himself when he once looked into Jesus' face.
139:6.4
In many respects Nathaniel was the odd genius of the twelve. He was
the apostolic philosopher and dreamer, but he was a very practical
sort of dreamer. He alternated between seasons of profound
philosophy and periods of rare and droll humor; when in the proper
mood, he was probably the best storyteller among the twelve. Jesus
greatly enjoyed hearing Nathaniel discourse on things both serious
and frivolous. Nathaniel progressively took Jesus and the kingdom
more seriously, but never did he take himself seriously.
139:6.5
The apostles all loved and respected Nathaniel, and he got along
with them splendidly, excepting Judas Iscariot. Judas did not think
Nathaniel took his apostleship sufficiently seriously and once had
the temerity to go secretly to Jesus and lodge complaint against
him. Said Jesus: "Judas, watch carefully your steps; do not
overmagnify your office. Who of us is competent to judge his
brother? It is not the Father's will that his children should
partake only of the serious things of life. Let me repeat: I have
come that my brethren in the flesh may have joy, gladness, and life
more abundantly. Go then, Judas, and do well that which has been
intrusted to you but leave Nathaniel, your brother, to give account
of himself to God." And the memory of this, with that of many
similar experiences, long lived in the self-deceiving heart of Judas
Iscariot.
139:6.6
Many times, when Jesus was away on the mountain with Peter, James,
and John, and things were becoming tense and tangled among the
apostles, when even Andrew was in doubt about what to say to his
disconsolate brethren, Nathaniel would relieve the tension by a bit
of philosophy or a flash of humor; good humor, too.
139:6.7
Nathaniel's duty was to look after the families of the twelve. He
was often absent from the apostolic councils, for when he heard that
sickness or anything out of the ordinary had happened to one of his
charges, he lost no time in getting to that home. The twelve rested
securely in the knowledge that their families' welfare was safe in
the hands of Nathaniel.
139:6.8
Nathaniel most revered Jesus for his tolerance. He never grew weary
of contemplating the broadmindedness and generous sympathy of the
Son of Man.
139:6.9
Nathaniel's father (Bartholomew) died shortly after Pentecost, after
which this apostle went into Mesopotamia and India proclaiming the
glad tidings of the kingdom and baptizing believers. His brethren
never knew what became of their onetime philosopher, poet, and
humorist. But he also was a great man in the kingdom and did much to
spread his Master's teachings, even though he did not participate in
the organization of the subsequent Christian church. Nathaniel died
in India.
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