I tell you that the
children of yesteryear are walking in the funeral of the era which
they created for themselves. They are pulling a rotting rope that
may break soon and cause them to drop into a forgotten abyss. I say
that they are living in homes with weak foundations. As the storm
blows - and it is about to blow - their homes will fall upon their
heads and thus become their tombs. I say that all their thoughts,
their sayings, their quarrels, their compositions, their books and
all their works are nothing but chains dragging them because they
are too weak to pull the load.
But the children of tomorrow are the
ones called by life, and they follow it with steady steps and heads
high. They are the dawn of the new frontiers; no smoke will veil
their eyes and no jingle of chains will drown out their voices. They
are few in number but the difference is as between a grain of wheat
and a stack of hay. No one knows them but they know each other. They
are like the summits, which can see and hear each other - not like
caves, which cannot hear or see. They are the seed dropped by the
hand of God in the field, breaking through its pod and waving its
sapling leaves before the face of the sun. It shall grow into a
mighty tree; its roots in the heart of the Earth and its branches
high in the sky.
Kahlil Gibran
7.
MATTHEW LEVI
139:7.1
Matthew, the seventh apostle, was chosen by Andrew. Matthew belonged
to a family of tax gatherers, or publicans, but was himself a
customs collector in Capernaum, where he lived. He was thirty-one
years old and married and had four children. He was a man of
moderate wealth, the only one of any means belonging to the
apostolic corps. He was a good business man, a good social mixer,
and was gifted with the ability to make friends and to get along
smoothly with a great variety of people.
139:7.2
Andrew appointed Matthew the financial representative of the
apostles. In a way he was the fiscal agent and publicity spokesman
for the apostolic organization. He was a keen judge of human nature
and a very efficient propagandist. His is a personality difficult to
visualize, but he was a very earnest disciple and an increasing
believer in the mission of Jesus and in the certainty of the
kingdom. Jesus never gave Levi a nickname, but his fellow apostles
commonly referred to him as the "money-getter."
139:7.3
Levi's strong point was his wholehearted devotion to the cause. That
he, a publican, had been taken in by Jesus and his apostles was the
cause for overwhelming gratitude on the part of the former revenue
collector. However, it required some little time for the rest of the
apostles, especially Simon Zelotes and Judas Iscariot, to become
reconciled to the publican's presence in their midst. Matthew's
weakness was his shortsighted and materialistic viewpoint of life.
But in all these matters he made great progress as the months went
by. He, of course, had to be absent from many of the most precious
seasons of instruction as it was his duty to keep the treasury
replenished.
139:7.4
It was the Master's forgiving disposition which Matthew most
appreciated. He would never cease to recount that faith only was
necessary in the business of finding God. He always liked to speak
of the kingdom as "this business of finding God."
139:7.5
Though Matthew was a man with a past, he gave an excellent account
of himself, and as time went on, his associates became proud of the
publican's performances. He was one of the apostles who made
extensive notes on the sayings of Jesus, and these notes were used
as the basis of Isador's subsequent narrative of the sayings and
doings of Jesus, which has become known as the Gospel according to
Matthew.
139:7.6
The great and useful life of Matthew, the business man and customs
collector of Capernaum, has been the means of leading thousands upon
thousands of other business men, public officials, and politicians,
down through the subsequent ages, also to hear that engaging voice
of the Master saying, "Follow me." Matthew really was a shrewd
politician, but he was intensely loyal to Jesus and supremely
devoted to the task of seeing that the messengers of the coming
kingdom were adequately financed.
139:7.7
The presence of Matthew among the twelve was the means of keeping
the doors of the kingdom wide open to hosts of downhearted and
outcast souls who had regarded themselves as long since without the
bounds of religious consolation. Outcast and despairing men and
women flocked to hear Jesus, and he never turned one away.
139:7.8
Matthew received freely tendered offerings from believing disciples
and the immediate auditors of the Master's teachings, but he never
openly solicited funds from the multitudes. He did all his financial
work in a quiet and personal way and raised most of the money among
the more substantial class of interested believers. He gave
practically the whole of his modest fortune to the work of the
Master and his apostles, but they never knew of this generosity,
save Jesus, who knew all about it. Matthew hesitated openly to
contribute to the apostolic funds for fear that Jesus and his
associates might regard his money as being tainted; so he gave much
in the names of other believers. During the earlier months, when
Matthew knew his presence among them was more or less of a trial, he
was strongly tempted to let them know that his funds often supplied
them with their daily bread, but he did not yield. When evidence of
the disdain of the publican would become manifest, Levi would burn
to reveal to them his generosity, but always he managed to keep
still.
139:7.9
When the funds for the week were short of the estimated
requirements, Levi would often draw heavily upon his own personal
resources. Also, sometimes when he became greatly interested in
Jesus' teaching, he preferred to remain and hear the instruction,
even though he knew he must personally make up for his failure to
solicit the necessary funds. But Levi did so wish that Jesus might
know that much of the money came from his pocket! He little realized
that the Master knew all about it. The apostles all died without
knowing that Matthew was their benefactor to such an extent that,
when he went forth to proclaim the gospel of the kingdom after the
beginning of the persecutions, he was practically penniless.
139:7.10
When these persecutions caused the believers to forsake Jerusalem,
Matthew journeyed north, preaching the gospel of the kingdom and
baptizing believers. He was lost to the knowledge of his former
apostolic associates, but on he went, preaching and baptizing,
through Syria, Cappadocia, Galatia, Bithynia, and Thrace. And it was
in Thrace, at Lysimachia, that certain unbelieving Jews conspired
with the Roman soldiers to encompass his death. And this regenerated
publican died triumphant in the faith of a salvation he had so
surely learned from the teachings of the Master during his recent
sojourn on earth.
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