I tell you that the
children of yesteryear are walking in the funeral of the era which
they created for themselves. They are pulling a rotting rope that
may break soon and cause them to drop into a forgotten abyss. I say
that they are living in homes with weak foundations. As the storm
blows - and it is about to blow - their homes will fall upon their
heads and thus become their tombs. I say that all their thoughts,
their sayings, their quarrels, their compositions, their books and
all their works are nothing but chains dragging them because they
are too weak to pull the load.
But the children of tomorrow are the
ones called by life, and they follow it with steady steps and heads
high. They are the dawn of the new frontiers; no smoke will veil
their eyes and no jingle of chains will drown out their voices. They
are few in number but the difference is as between a grain of wheat
and a stack of hay. No one knows them but they know each other. They
are like the summits, which can see and hear each other - not like
caves, which cannot hear or see. They are the seed dropped by the
hand of God in the field, breaking through its pod and waving its
sapling leaves before the face of the sun. It shall grow into a
mighty tree; its roots in the heart of the Earth and its branches
high in the sky.
Kahlil Gibran
8.
THOMAS DIDYMUS
139:8.1
Thomas was the eighth apostle, and he was chosen by Philip. In later
times he has become known as "doubting Thomas," but his fellow
apostles hardly looked upon him as a chronic doubter. True, his was
a logical, skeptical type of mind, but he had a form of courageous
loyalty which forbade those who knew him intimately to regard him as
a trifling skeptic.
139:8.2
When Thomas joined the apostles, he was twenty-nine years old, was
married, and had four children. Formerly he had been a carpenter and
stone mason, but latterly he had become a fisherman and resided at
Tarichea, situated on the west bank of the Jordan where it flows out
of the Sea of Galilee, and he was regarded as the leading citizen of
this little village. He had little education, but he possessed a
keen, reasoning mind and was the son of excellent parents, who lived
at Tiberias. Thomas had the one truly analytical mind of the twelve;
he was the real scientist of the apostolic group.
139:8.3
The early home life of Thomas had been unfortunate; his parents were
not altogether happy in their married life, and this was reflected
in Thomas's adult experience. He grew up having a very disagreeable
and quarrelsome disposition. Even his wife was glad to see him join
the apostles; she was relieved by the thought that her pessimistic
husband would be away from home most of the time. Thomas also had a
streak of suspicion which made it very difficult to get along
peaceably with him. Peter was very much upset by Thomas at first,
complaining to his brother, Andrew, that Thomas was "mean, ugly, and
always suspicious." But the better his associates knew Thomas, the
more they liked him. They found he was superbly honest and
unflinchingly loyal. He was perfectly sincere and unquestionably
truthful, but he was a natural-born faultfinder and had grown up to
become a real pessimist. His analytical mind had become cursed with
suspicion. He was rapidly losing faith in his fellow men when he
became associated with the twelve and thus came in contact with the
noble character of Jesus. This association with the Master began at
once to transform Thomas's whole disposition and to effect great
changes in his mental reactions to his fellow men.
139:8.4
Thomas's great strength was his superb analytical mind coupled with
his unflinching courage -- when he had once made up his mind. His
great weakness was his suspicious doubting, which he never fully
overcame throughout his whole lifetime in the flesh.
139:8.5
In the organization of the twelve Thomas was assigned to arrange and
manage the itinerary, and he was an able director of the work and
movements of the apostolic corps. He was a good executive, an
excellent businessman, but he was handicapped by his many moods; he
was one man one day and another man the next. He was inclined toward
melancholic brooding when he joined the apostles, but contact with
Jesus and the apostles largely cured him of this morbid
introspection.
139:8.6
Jesus enjoyed Thomas very much and had many long, personal talks
with him. His presence among the apostles was a great comfort to all
honest doubters and encouraged many troubled minds to come into the
kingdom, even if they could not wholly understand everything about
the spiritual and philosophic phases of the teachings of Jesus.
Thomas's membership in the twelve was a standing declaration that
Jesus loved even honest doubters.
139:8.7
The other apostles held Jesus in reverence because of some special
and outstanding trait of his replete personality, but Thomas revered
his Master because of his superbly balanced character. Increasingly
Thomas admired and honored one who was so lovingly merciful yet so
inflexibly just and fair; so firm but never obstinate; so calm but
never indifferent; so helpful and so sympathetic but never
meddlesome or dictatorial; so strong but at the same time so gentle;
so positive but never rough or rude; so tender but never
vacillating; so pure and innocent but at the same time so virile,
aggressive, and forceful; so truly courageous but never rash or
foolhardy; such a lover of nature but so free from all tendency to
revere nature; so humorous and so playful, but so free from levity
and frivolity. It was this matchless symmetry of personality that so
charmed Thomas. He probably enjoyed the highest intellectual
understanding and personality appreciation of Jesus of any of the
twelve.
139:8.8
In the councils of the twelve Thomas was always cautious, advocating
a policy of safety first, but if his conservatism was voted down or
overruled, he was always the first fearlessly to move out in
execution of the program decided upon. Again and again would he
stand out against some project as being foolhardy and presumptuous;
he would debate to the bitter end, but when Andrew would put the
proposition to a vote, and after the twelve would elect to do that
which he had so strenuously opposed, Thomas was the first to say,
"Let's go!" He was a good loser. He did not hold grudges nor nurse
wounded feelings. Time and again did he oppose letting Jesus expose
himself to danger, but when the Master would decide to take such
risks, always was it Thomas who rallied the apostles with his
courageous words, "Come on, comrades, let's go and die with him."
139:8.9
Thomas was in some respects like Philip; he also wanted "to be
shown," but his outward expressions of doubt were based on entirely
different intellectual operations. Thomas was analytical, not merely
skeptical. As far as personal physical courage was concerned, he was
one of the bravest among the twelve.
139:8.10
Thomas had some very bad days; he was blue and downcast at times.
The loss of his twin sister when he was nine years old had
occasioned him much youthful sorrow and had added to his
temperamental problems of later life. When Thomas would become
despondent, sometimes it was Nathaniel who helped him to recover,
sometimes Peter, and not infrequently one of the Alpheus twins. When
he was most depressed, unfortunately he always tried to avoid coming
in direct contact with Jesus. But the Master knew all about this and
had an understanding sympathy for his apostle when he was thus
afflicted with depression and harassed by doubts.
139:8.11
Sometimes Thomas would get permission from Andrew to go off by
himself for a day or two. But he soon learned that such a course was
not wise; he early found that it was best, when he was downhearted,
to stick close to his work and to remain near his associates. But no
matter what happened in his emotional life, he kept right on being
an apostle. When the time actually came to move forward, it was
always Thomas who said, "Let's go!"
139:8.12
Thomas is the great example of a human being who has doubts, faces
them, and wins. He had a great mind; he was no carping critic. He
was a logical thinker; he was the acid test of Jesus and his fellow
apostles. If Jesus and his work had not been genuine, it could not
have held a man like Thomas from the start to the finish. He had a
keen and sure sense of fact.
At the first appearance of fraud or deception Thomas would have
forsaken them all. Scientists may not fully understand all about
Jesus and his work on earth, but there lived and worked with the
Master and his human associates a man whose mind was that of a true
scientist -- Thomas Didymus -- and he believed in Jesus of Nazareth.
139:8.13
Thomas had a trying time during the days of the trial and
crucifixion. He was for a season in the depths of despair, but he
rallied his courage, stuck to the apostles, and was present with
them to welcome Jesus on the Sea of Galilee. For a while he
succumbed to his doubting depression but eventually rallied his
faith and courage. He gave wise counsel to the apostles after
Pentecost and, when persecution scattered the believers, went to
Cyprus, Crete, the North African coast, and Sicily, preaching the
glad tidings of the kingdom and baptizing believers. And Thomas
continued preaching and baptizing until he was apprehended by the
agents of the Roman government and was put to death in Malta. Just a
few weeks before his death he had begun the writing of the life and
teachings of Jesus.
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